Cooking☆

It is one of my hobbies to make some dishes.
But what I have to mention here is Cooking everyday is very different from cooking sometimes.

In my case,If I have to cook everyday,It would become stress for me.I like making people happy with my dishes,though,I don't want to cook everyday.

I think it's very selfish to cook only when I want to cook.

Seeing my oldest sister,she cooks for us almost everyday.It's amazing.
I am really admiring her for this reason.
Because before my sister came back to our home I have been cooked meals for my family 4 or 5 days in a week,at that time,It was not fun at all.
It was just duty.I couldn't enjoy cooking.

I really wanted to run away from this duty.

Experiencing this,I doubted if I really liked cooking.
However,Since my sister came back,my passion for cooking has been back.

During cooking,I describe faces of people who are eating my dishes.
It is fun part of cooking.and needless to say,
watching people's happy face is also makes me happy.

I will continue to cook....but,you know,not everyday.haha

Learning Korean Language☆

I have a lot of Korean friends I made in the Philippines and Australia .And they all are my precious friends.

Actually,I wasn't interested in Korea until I met them.But when I first met them,I was really impressed by their nationality.

And also,for some reason,being with Korean friends was so comfortable for me.

My Korean friends said'' you look like a Korean not Japanese.''hearing this,I came to think I might be Korean.

when I went to Korea,their family and they gave a red carpet treatment for me.I was really happy to receive such a treatment.However,when I left Korea,I wanted to tell them my appreciation by Korean language,though,I couldn't do it.

This experience encourage me to learn Korean.

Since I came back to Japan,I have wanted to learn it.Daily busyness like preparing for teacher's exam,doing household chores,working,getting credit of university to graduate and so on have been prevented me from learning it.

But now I've passed all subject of university,in addition,my sister moved back into our home to help us.So I can have a little time to study Korean language.So I will study it little by little.

I've heard from Korean friends that they could learn Japanese in High school and university if they liked it.

So,in Japan also,I'm expecting to have the same situation as Korea in the future.

Besides that.I think we need to help each other and make something together to be better countries.

Anyway,I will enjoy learning to Korean language.

what my mother wanted to say☆

I had a opportunity to experience supernatural thing with my sister and relative.
Basically I don't believe this kind of thing,but the reason why I decided to go there is it was related my mother who passed away about one year ago.

In mother's home town,It is apparently common that they meet the person who can call a dead
after someone's death to hear about something like what a dead person wanted to say to relatives.
The person is called ''Miko''

One of my relative,who is a sister of my mother,ask my sister and me to go there with her.
Because my mother was a very patient person.She never say things which make us worry,even though she was terminal.
I always ask her,and her answer was always same.''I'm OK,Don't worry''.
So I couldn't listen to her real feeling in her mind until she died.

when I got there, I was still skeptical about it.However,After Miko put her mother's spirit in her own body,and talked to me.
My skepticism was gone.Because she talked to me as if she has been known me since long time ago.

I am in unstable situation now.I don't have stable job,and still study.
But my mother(Miko) said to me.
''stick to do it,because you decided your way by yourself''

Even though this word is applied to everybody,this word surely gave me a lot of courage.
I will stick to every thing appreciating my mother...

Golf practice☆

I went to golf practice with my family yesterday.
And it was maybe the secondtime for me.As I haven't practiced since the last time I did it,I think,It was almost first time for me.

I didn't know even how to grab a gulf club.
My first shot was terrible.I think It can't be said as''shot''.

When I swung the club,I didn't feel anything like impact on hitting the ball.

As you guess,yes,that's right.
I couldn't hit the ball.As my family was watching me,I was red in the face and said ''it's just a practice swing.
Of course It was not.But I pretend to practice swing.
After some practicing,I got some tips of hitting a ball.and It's becoming more enjoyable.
But as the picture above is showing,It was not real golf as a sport.It was just practice of hitting a ball.
Of course it was very important part of golf.what is called,Basic skill.
I felt Golf is a sport of mind.Because mental pressure affect players a lot.

Even though I want to write about golf,it's time to finish writing.
I wan to play golf in a golf course with my family some day.

Analysis☆

I took the practical English Proficiency test yesterday.My impression of the exam wasn't good.

However,I know what's the reason.
When we try to take the exam,first thing we should do is to know the exam such as how much time it is,what is the trend of it.We have to know what kind of exam it is before taking it.

And then,we should make the strategy for it.and also practice for it.
But I skipped all steps of it like what I wrote above.Since I applied for it,I haven't done any training for it.

Because it is said if you have over 800 score of TOEIC,It's easy to pass it.
But there was a reality that we can't achieve whatever without effort.

shamefully I was overconfident.I realized that I had to be humble whatever situation I am in.
I know I am awkward.
and also know the thing covering awkward part is effort.

It was good opportunity to rethink of that.

What I felt in this trip☆

I came back to Japan from trip to Southeast Asia 4days ago.

So I'd like to express what I felt in my trip.

First of all,when I was in Japan,I couldn't feel Japan was wealthy and developed country.

No.I shouldn't say so,It would be better to say 'I haven't thought about it.

Seeing from outside of Japan,as for everything, Japan is so wealthy and developed country.

But unfortunately we rarely think about it.and also we can't notice that we are so blessed.

we tend to forget to appreciate that we can live in this country.

After this trip,I'm so proud of my country.

And also,through this trip,I came to think what is HAPPINESS more often.

I saw a lot of kids who was smiling innocently,people who look happy,even if they can't go to school,they don't have enough money to live.

There is surely something we Japanese left behind in the past.

It's not money,convinience,comfort.There was more important than that.

I could learn a lot of things from this trip.I'm so satisfied with it.

If I have an oppotunity like this,I'd like to do it again.

There would be more things I could feel...