In my post☆

While I was checking mails and packages in my post,I found an interesting thing.

It is here,

This was probably written by an child in neighborhood.

This was about seeking a missing rabbit.It's really cute.I can imagine that the child wrote this very hard.But actually,for this child,It was really sad thing that the rabbit had been missing.

I haven't seen any rabbit around here.But I'd like to find it for the child.

umm,But it's a bit difficult to find it.Basically,Once any kinds of animals escape from their house,it's rare to come back again.Unless Dogs or Cats.

She might go back to wild life.

However this message is so appealing to me.So I will corporate with the child to search for her as much as I can.

I hope we can find her soon....

The sport I like the most☆

Yesterday,I played sport I like the most.It is Volleyball.Because I have been volleyball for more than 10 years.The time when I started Volleyball is at my age of 12.And the reason why I started it is that we have to belong to club when we enter Junior highschool.In my case,I really wanted to belong Strong club.In our school,it was volley ball club.

Volleyball gave me a lot of lessons.Of course it was very hard and strict club.But I realized it was worth it to endure strict practice.As you know,volleyball is team sport.we can't play it alone.Every time I was about to give up trying and I was down due not to performing well,My team mates always supported me, encouraged me.I also wanted to help my team mates all the more for that,when they had some trouble.Until now,they are my best friends.Because we shared all experience like happiness,joy,even grief.

I really learned a lot through playing volley ball.Patience,importance of helping with each other,having strong will,attitude toward something which I really want,and so on.I could say volleyball is the largest part which made me what I am today.

OK,now,it's time to stop introducing my past.Let's move on today's incident.I couldn't play it well.Because I haven't played it for a long time.But my mind is remembering how to play.But I think it's the biggest problem.Even if my mind remember how to play it,my body couldn't do it.Because of lacking practice.I was really disappointed that i couldn't do it well as I played it before...

The time is fast.I am aging steadily...haha
I know I am still young.But
I really felt I need to exercise to maintain my youth!

Today is for things to do☆

Today,I was done with many things I have to do.Everytime I have something to do,I always tend to put them on the back burner.Because of that,The things I have to do add up each day.This habit is bad one I have.But I still have it.



Anyway,I have been postponed renewing my driver's licence.The deadline when my licence will be expired is coming soon.So I needed to update my licence.I did it in the morning.After completing renewal,I felt so refreshed.



It is new me!!sorry....It's a little bit exaggerated.But I think,completing things we have to do,or getting rid of ideas which have been bothering us for a long time is really good for us.Anyway, that made me have fresh feeling.

After that,I got engine oil of my car changed.It it also time to change it.If I use my car without changing,my car might go worse earlier that when I change it.Actually,my car seemed to be happy to get new oil.haha



After getting it changed,I looked for a backpack for my trip.Although I have been looking for it since one month ago,I couldn't find one I like.But today,I found good one!Here is my backpack I bought today.

This back pack has a good function I like.
One is having rain cover which is water-proof.It's need when we run into sudden rain.
another is having space which is big enough.

I'm satisfied with this.I'm looking forward to use it.It's very exciting!!

The destination I've decided is......☆

Finally,I bought a ticket for Southeast Asia.So I postponed my trip for European country.It was a bit expensive to buy the ticket for Asia.but I could afford to buy it.Actually,I have been to Asian countries which are Thailand,Laos,Hongkong.I am expecting that I can visit countries I haven't ever been to and circle around Asia.

My plan is here.
☆ Leaving Japan on August 27th,arriving at Seoul before the day is over.
☆Staying in Korea for 4 or 5 days,and hopefully meeting my Korean friends.
☆Leaving Korea for Bangkok on August 31th.
☆Thailand →Laos→Vietnam→Cambodia→Thailand→Malaysia→Singapore
☆In Vietnam,meeting one of my Japanese friend.(He was transferred from domestic brunch to there last month.)
☆In Cambodia,participating in the school project.(If it's possible.)
☆Seeing the world heritage site as many as possible.
☆Taking picture and movie as many as possible.(Actually,I'd like to utilize these material when I teach at school next year.It could be living material for the student.)
☆Leaving Singapore for Japan on October 12th.

These are my rough plan.I will arrange it in detail before leaving.

The thing which excite me☆

After finishing teacher's examination.I have been arranging my trip.
It's really exciting me.But previous plan I thought was changed.

That plan was that I would go to European countries for one half month.But I have been busy for a long time because of exam.so,I didn't buy a ticket for Europe.then when I tried to buy that,it's already too late.Because almost all good tickets were sold out at that time.

And before I first came up with this trip,the plan had been different.It was that I would go to Asian countries this season.However this season which I expected to go there is rainy season.So that's why I choose Europe.I thought it would be better plan.

But now,I have to rethink of it.

I have already checked the ticket for Asian country.there still remain available tickets.And I think Asian countries rainy season is different from Japan.In Japan,It tend to rain all day long and it isn't heavy rain.But in other countries in Asia,It rains cats and dogs.But it's rare to rain all day long.So if I can endure it for one or two hour.I could travel around.So that's why I changed my plan again.Actually it is very exciting,I can't wait it.

As for trip for Europe,I will save money for that again as much as possible after coming back to Japan from the trip for Asian countries.
During trip,I'd like to write about how I feel,what I see.And also I want to share my experiences in this blog.

Teacher's exam☆

I've finished first term of teacher's exam.I need have prepared for the exam.It was obviously lack of study.I didn't have enough time to study......ah...It's miserable excuse.I often say ''make your time before you complain that there is no time.I have to punish myself.haha

If I passed the examination,the second exam is in the middle of the August.But The number of applicant will be got rid of by 60%.To be honest,It's going to be difficult to pass this term.And It is very common to pass the exam the third times or fourth times.But it is also true that few people pass the exam only one time.

anyway,I felt I need more practical experience that I can handle any problem which will happen at school.In order to get such experiences,It is necessary to teach at school,in fact.
Fortunately,Our prefecture has a system that we can work as a part time teacher even if we fail the exam.I should make use of this system and get experience.And I also felt that I have to study a major subject more.

This exam showed me what I need, what I have to do,what I think of while I am living.For this reason,I can say this exam was very beneficial for me.

The thing I realized today☆

Well,I read my junior's blog.It was story about recent days.And He seemed to enrich his life.The reason why I felt so is that he used to be the person who have negative thought.But now,I feel he has changed his way.when we were in the university,he often say negative comment on anything he would do.But now I cant feel any negative thought from him.

Actually, as I worried about his way of thinking,I am so happy to see his improvement.I realize that every people can change their ways if they want to change.

At the same time, I realized one more thing which I really like to see people's development.It makes me so happy.And it is not only development but also process or people's attitude toward difficulty.when I see the person trying to do their best in order to overcome their difficulties,It is very inspiring me.They give me a lot of power to move for my goal.

And I'd like to believe this nature which I have is great advantage when I become a teacher.I can see a lot of people who manage their difficulties,of course I am willing to help them when they need help.It's very rewarding job.

If people think it's impossible,It's going to be impossible.But If we think It's possible,I think,99 percent of things is going to be possible.

So Don't be afraid of trying and thinking it's possible.

English☆

English is very difficult for me.I am always looking for the way of improving my skills.Especially speaking,Even if I can express my feeling well,I can't do it next time.And I can also say the opposite thing.When I can't express my feeling well,I get depressed.

However,I realized one thing which is true through learning English.And I can also say it's not only learning English but Everything I do.

The key to success is to continue to do it.If we stop continuing to do,nothing gain,nothing happen,nothing improve.But if you continue to make effort in someway,regardless of more or less,It surely lead you to success sooner or later.

Life has two side,of course we have a lot of downhill as well as uphill.And I guess it's very difficult to continue to do it when you are in downhill of life.But remember this.
whatever situation you are in,if you continue to do it even for 1 minute,you would move forward.

We also say,there is no rain which doesn't stop or there is no night that isn't dawning.As this words say,It doesn't last downhill of life forever.
Just endure it in your downhill and also enjoying overcoming such difficulties:)

Ippachi shokudo☆

Today,fortunately,It wasn't an ordinary day.After studying at cafe for theacher's exam,I was invited to eat for lunch by co-workers.Actually, As I have been trying not to use money,I haven't gone for a lurch for a long time.So,I permitted myself to go there.

We went to ''Ippachi Shokudo''.when we translate this into English.it means ''one eight restaurant''It sounds very weird.But I don't know why owner name this ''Ippachi shokdo''There might be some reason I don't know.

Anyway, we went there. The merit of eating at this restaurant is amount of food at cheaper price.You would be surprised when you see that food will be served.And you would be also surprised again how cheap this is.

The bill wasn't so expensive,and fortunately,yesterday was my BirthDay.One of my co-worker treated me.I was lucky.

After coming back home,I cooked dinner for my family,study again,And I have to go work from now.

Thank you for reading this short story,this blog is becoming the part of my daily practices.
See you soon:)

Birth Day☆

Today I became 25 years old.Nothing changed,Just the number was changed from 24 to 25.Today is very ordinary day.Study,house chores,work.But you know,Happiness is in our daily life.



As I wrote it before,we can eat food,have family and friends,live in this moment.Considering this,we are very lucky.Don't you think so?



I sometimes feel I am still arrogant.I sometimes want more than basic needs.So I'd like to be more generous,have more peaceful mind.Something bad is happening somewhere without knowing.Extend our view,think of it,and find solution.There is something we can do.


I am really happy to get Birth Day message from my family,friends,teachers,
Thank you guys,I am sure that my 25th year is going to fine.Because of your support.


At last I'd like to say this again.
Thanks a million!!

The most exciting time☆

These days,The most exciting time for me is when I plan travel around Europe.

But I haven't decide it in detail yet.what I've already decided is the date of trip.It's at the end of August.probably 24th or 25th.



I have been struggling to save money.But I've already saved almost money I expect.It was hard.I restrained myself from buying things I want.This would be reward of it.haha



Actually I'm planing that I will travel around Europe for one or one half month.And also expecting that I can go to Spain,French,Italy,German,Switzerland,The Czech,Austria,Holland.I think.It might be a little bit tight schedule.I may have to rethink of it.



Today,I was looking for a backpack for travel.But there are too many kind of backpack.So,I couldn't choose one.ummm.I think,when I think of backpack,the most important thing is whether it suit me or not.And second one is functionality.

This functionality I am thinking is that I can lock a zip,and the backpack with waterproof cover.

After thinking of these kind of things,I'll buy the one suit me.



I am really really excited to think of this.But I don't have to forget that I have to take the teacher's examination before this great trip.



But...

I can't help thinking of this!

After training vol.2☆

These days,after coming back home from work,I lie on the bed.And then,I fall asleep although I have a conversation lesson.I don't know why I can't keep awake.

Anyway,I have to apologize to my tutors.I 'm sorry.One thing I realize is not to lie.haha



As I said that before,I'd like to continue to write about practical training.

The second institution I went to is the school for the children who have disability.It is called ''special support school''



The class I was engaged in is the class which has students who have body paralysis.I spent two days with them.I played dabble in the water with them and made some decoration for ''Tanabata Festival''.In Japan,On that day,we usually wish something for stars.



Their wishes are ''I wish I could spend more time my family''''I wish I could be given TV game''They are very honest and cute.I am sure their wishes will come true.



During that two days,I also saw their difficulty when they do something.

But I realize that they all are very positive.



I have seen a lot of people who complain about difficulty or situation.Of course,unfortunately I am one of them.I was really ashamed to see their positive attitude toward life.

I don't know how much I gave them influence.But I am feeling that they give me a let of lessons.



I'd like to make the best use of this experience after becoming teacher.



''There is nothing impossible''

what she said made me sad☆

Today I meant to write the story about training.

But I will write another thing happened today.



I don't know if you know this or not.

Since my mother died,I have been doing house chores like cooking,cleaning,laundry and so on.

Of course I don't do it everyday.I shared them with my sister.But my sister is sometimes very busy because of work.So, on average,I do them almost 4days a week.In addition to parttime job and study almost everyday.



But it might not be enough.I only think selfishly that I am doing this.

I might be under illusion.



Today,my grandmother went to the hospital to check her back condition.(Because she got her bone broken several month ago.)And I also went to the hospital to pick her up.

On the way home,while we were talking,she said to me ''you should help family''.I don't hate my grand mother.I love and respect her.

But all the more for that,this word made me very sad.



I have been trying to help family,But for her, she saw me as if I didn't do anything...



I will also do my best.

But indeed,I am down today..

After training vol.1☆

I finished practical training in care giving.
It was very inspiring experience.I went to two institutions to undergo training.One is the institution for severe autism.Another is the school for the children who need special care.
I went to the former one for 5days and the latter for 2days.

It was hard for me.Because It was, indeed,first time to take care of them. I didn't know how to communicate with them,how to touch them.
Sometimes I feel afraid of them seeing that they hurt themselves.

Autistic person was very interesting. Although they are very difficult to transfer their feeling to others,they are very intelligent. One of them had a good memory.He could memorize some number for a short time. Some of them had fixation on particular thing like what they wear.

Surprisingly one of them wore 12 Tshirts at the same time.As I thought it was very hot for him,I suggested that he took off his Some clothes.And then he shouted and cried. He strongly refused my offer hitting his head on the wall.
I was very surprised.



Through this experience,I could learn a lot of lessons.
What I want to say the most is that they also human being as same as we are.

Today's time is up.....

To be continued.