These days,after coming back home from work,I lie on the bed.And then,I fall asleep although I have a conversation lesson.I don't know why I can't keep awake.
Anyway,I have to apologize to my tutors.I 'm sorry.One thing I realize is not to lie.haha
As I said that before,I'd like to continue to write about practical training.
The second institution I went to is the school for the children who have disability.It is called ''special support school''
The class I was engaged in is the class which has students who have body paralysis.I spent two days with them.I played dabble in the water with them and made some decoration for ''Tanabata Festival''.In Japan,On that day,we usually wish something for stars.
Their wishes are ''I wish I could spend more time my family''''I wish I could be given TV game''They are very honest and cute.I am sure their wishes will come true.
During that two days,I also saw their difficulty when they do something.
But I realize that they all are very positive.
I have seen a lot of people who complain about difficulty or situation.Of course,unfortunately I am one of them.I was really ashamed to see their positive attitude toward life.
I don't know how much I gave them influence.But I am feeling that they give me a let of lessons.
I'd like to make the best use of this experience after becoming teacher.
''There is nothing impossible''
2010年7月13日火曜日
2010年7月12日月曜日
what she said made me sad☆
Today I meant to write the story about training.
But I will write another thing happened today.
I don't know if you know this or not.
Since my mother died,I have been doing house chores like cooking,cleaning,laundry and so on.
Of course I don't do it everyday.I shared them with my sister.But my sister is sometimes very busy because of work.So, on average,I do them almost 4days a week.In addition to parttime job and study almost everyday.
But it might not be enough.I only think selfishly that I am doing this.
I might be under illusion.
Today,my grandmother went to the hospital to check her back condition.(Because she got her bone broken several month ago.)And I also went to the hospital to pick her up.
On the way home,while we were talking,she said to me ''you should help family''.I don't hate my grand mother.I love and respect her.
But all the more for that,this word made me very sad.
I have been trying to help family,But for her, she saw me as if I didn't do anything...
I will also do my best.
But indeed,I am down today..
But I will write another thing happened today.
I don't know if you know this or not.
Since my mother died,I have been doing house chores like cooking,cleaning,laundry and so on.
Of course I don't do it everyday.I shared them with my sister.But my sister is sometimes very busy because of work.So, on average,I do them almost 4days a week.In addition to parttime job and study almost everyday.
But it might not be enough.I only think selfishly that I am doing this.
I might be under illusion.
Today,my grandmother went to the hospital to check her back condition.(Because she got her bone broken several month ago.)And I also went to the hospital to pick her up.
On the way home,while we were talking,she said to me ''you should help family''.I don't hate my grand mother.I love and respect her.
But all the more for that,this word made me very sad.
I have been trying to help family,But for her, she saw me as if I didn't do anything...
I will also do my best.
But indeed,I am down today..
2010年7月8日木曜日
After training vol.1☆
I finished practical training in care giving.
It was very inspiring experience.I went to two institutions to undergo training.One is the institution for severe autism.Another is the school for the children who need special care.
I went to the former one for 5days and the latter for 2days.
It was hard for me.Because It was, indeed,first time to take care of them. I didn't know how to communicate with them,how to touch them.
Sometimes I feel afraid of them seeing that they hurt themselves.
Autistic person was very interesting. Although they are very difficult to transfer their feeling to others,they are very intelligent. One of them had a good memory.He could memorize some number for a short time. Some of them had fixation on particular thing like what they wear.
Surprisingly one of them wore 12 Tshirts at the same time.As I thought it was very hot for him,I suggested that he took off his Some clothes.And then he shouted and cried. He strongly refused my offer hitting his head on the wall.
I was very surprised.
Through this experience,I could learn a lot of lessons.
What I want to say the most is that they also human being as same as we are.
Today's time is up.....
To be continued.
It was very inspiring experience.I went to two institutions to undergo training.One is the institution for severe autism.Another is the school for the children who need special care.
I went to the former one for 5days and the latter for 2days.
It was hard for me.Because It was, indeed,first time to take care of them. I didn't know how to communicate with them,how to touch them.
Sometimes I feel afraid of them seeing that they hurt themselves.
Autistic person was very interesting. Although they are very difficult to transfer their feeling to others,they are very intelligent. One of them had a good memory.He could memorize some number for a short time. Some of them had fixation on particular thing like what they wear.
Surprisingly one of them wore 12 Tshirts at the same time.As I thought it was very hot for him,I suggested that he took off his Some clothes.And then he shouted and cried. He strongly refused my offer hitting his head on the wall.
I was very surprised.
Through this experience,I could learn a lot of lessons.
What I want to say the most is that they also human being as same as we are.
Today's time is up.....
To be continued.
2010年6月26日土曜日
Practical training in caregiving☆
From next monday,I have to undergo practical training in caregiving.
It is necessary to get a teacher licence.
Until several years ago,It was not necessary to undergo practical training in caregiving.
But after recent revising the school education law,it became necessary condition.
The goverment explains why teachers need such experiences.
The reasons are here.
Thesedays,there are so many teachers who don't have enough ability.(This is not that teacher can't teach well,It means lacking the way of how to lead students to thier own answers)
ummmm,It's very difficult to explain it.How can I say it?
Anyway,the government thinks that this is because they lack experiences.
Because if they undergo such trainings,they can think about problem from different point of view.
ummm,I wanted to write this topic....but actually,my brain doesn't work today..
I guess I might feel nervous without realizeing as for training.haha
just I hope I will be able to enjoy it,and I can get a lot of things through it.
It is necessary to get a teacher licence.
Until several years ago,It was not necessary to undergo practical training in caregiving.
But after recent revising the school education law,it became necessary condition.
The goverment explains why teachers need such experiences.
The reasons are here.
Thesedays,there are so many teachers who don't have enough ability.(This is not that teacher can't teach well,It means lacking the way of how to lead students to thier own answers)
ummmm,It's very difficult to explain it.How can I say it?
Anyway,the government thinks that this is because they lack experiences.
Because if they undergo such trainings,they can think about problem from different point of view.
ummm,I wanted to write this topic....but actually,my brain doesn't work today..
I guess I might feel nervous without realizeing as for training.haha
just I hope I will be able to enjoy it,and I can get a lot of things through it.
2010年6月25日金曜日
Daily routine work☆
From the beginning of this month,I added it to my daily routine going to cafe.
In japan, when I enter a store or cafe,a clerk ask us how many person they expect,and whether we smoke or not.
After asking several questions,they lead us to specific seat.
Firstly,of course,I was also asked it,and answered ''One person,I don't smoke''.
But recently,instead of these questions,they say''Hello,you can sit there''because I was there almost 5times in a week.
And because I order the same coffee with morning set(this is Ice coffee with a boiled egg and a slice of bread),they also ask me ''Is it all right to serve the same as usual?''
And surprisingly,After I haven't been there for consecutive 4days,when I went there again,one of clerks at the cafe asked me ''Where have you been?What's wrong with you?''
Actually that was a funny situation.
but I think they may well remember me.Because I am an odd,wired person.
Most of customer usually go there with someone like friend or family etc..
And they usually chat with each other.
But in my case,I go there alone and just eat the same food,read a book written by English,and practice listening with i pod.It's so quiet as if I were not there.haha
Actually,this moment when i am there is becoming important part of daily life.
Because I can concentrate on something there.
If I stay at home,I would be lazy,probably,I would not do anything,just be lying on the bed.
It's good for me to go there:)
In japan, when I enter a store or cafe,a clerk ask us how many person they expect,and whether we smoke or not.
After asking several questions,they lead us to specific seat.
Firstly,of course,I was also asked it,and answered ''One person,I don't smoke''.
But recently,instead of these questions,they say''Hello,you can sit there''because I was there almost 5times in a week.
And because I order the same coffee with morning set(this is Ice coffee with a boiled egg and a slice of bread),they also ask me ''Is it all right to serve the same as usual?''
And surprisingly,After I haven't been there for consecutive 4days,when I went there again,one of clerks at the cafe asked me ''Where have you been?What's wrong with you?''
Actually that was a funny situation.
but I think they may well remember me.Because I am an odd,wired person.
Most of customer usually go there with someone like friend or family etc..
And they usually chat with each other.
But in my case,I go there alone and just eat the same food,read a book written by English,and practice listening with i pod.It's so quiet as if I were not there.haha
Actually,this moment when i am there is becoming important part of daily life.
Because I can concentrate on something there.
If I stay at home,I would be lazy,probably,I would not do anything,just be lying on the bed.
It's good for me to go there:)
2010年6月23日水曜日
Oil spill☆
These days,The disaster on the Gulf of Mexico has been reported repeatedly on TV. And they mention concern over effect to the environment.
Today I read an article about this in the news paper.
It was an article about rescuing oiled birds.
Because of oil spill,many species of birds is suffering from this oil.As the left picture show.
And this article said that a lot of people is working on this problem.cleaning up their body oil.
But sadly,there is a few experts who say It is futile.From their point of view,It won't be fundamental solution.And according to them,If they are taken care of by human handling,they would feel a lot of stress.Then,even if they get clean, they might not live longer.So they say we shouldn't do these things.
Once in a while, scientists or experts say such a stupid thing.Of course It might be right from the scientific point of view.But then,what should we do?Let them die in the oil?
I really want to ask them''can you do that?just leaving them.''
We sometimes decide something out of the rule,theory. we can't decide it by only rule or theory.
We should see inside our heart,listen our heart.
And then,follow our feeling.
2010年6月22日火曜日
Are you optimist or pessimist?
Do you think you are optimist?
My answer is ''No''.I don't believe I am an optimist.
But most of my friends say I am an obsolute optimist.
In Philippine,I met a lot of Korean friends.
One day,I walked along street with my Korean friends after drinking.
Although i didn't notice it, I had gotten my wallet stolen.
I didn't notice it,until I paid for my ice cream.
But I gave up on my wallet as soon as I realized it.
And said to my friends,''OMG,my wallet was stolen.
They looked surprised to see this.They must have thought of like this.
''Why are you smiling in this situation?''
That's how they say I am an optimist.
But I think there is no use regretting past.
I can't change what happened.and I knew that my wallet would never come back.
If we worry about past,nothing would change,but one thing would change.
it's our feeling.If we worry too much about past,our feeling would go down.
Is there anything beneficial?
So that's why I never regret my past.
It's good to learn from past,but not good to regret.
Just let it be,accept it,and put it to good use.
My answer is ''No''.I don't believe I am an optimist.
But most of my friends say I am an obsolute optimist.
In Philippine,I met a lot of Korean friends.
One day,I walked along street with my Korean friends after drinking.
Although i didn't notice it, I had gotten my wallet stolen.
I didn't notice it,until I paid for my ice cream.
But I gave up on my wallet as soon as I realized it.
And said to my friends,''OMG,my wallet was stolen.
They looked surprised to see this.They must have thought of like this.
''Why are you smiling in this situation?''
That's how they say I am an optimist.
But I think there is no use regretting past.
I can't change what happened.and I knew that my wallet would never come back.
If we worry about past,nothing would change,but one thing would change.
it's our feeling.If we worry too much about past,our feeling would go down.
Is there anything beneficial?
So that's why I never regret my past.
It's good to learn from past,but not good to regret.
Just let it be,accept it,and put it to good use.
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