Practical training in caregiving☆

From next monday,I have to undergo practical training in caregiving.
It is necessary to get a teacher licence.

Until several years ago,It was not necessary to undergo practical training in caregiving.
But after recent revising the school education law,it became necessary condition.

The goverment explains why teachers need such experiences.
The reasons are here.

Thesedays,there are so many teachers who don't have enough ability.(This is not that teacher can't teach well,It means lacking the way of how to lead students to thier own answers)
ummmm,It's very difficult to explain it.How can I say it?

Anyway,the government thinks that this is because they lack experiences.
Because if they undergo such trainings,they can think about problem from different point of view.

ummm,I wanted to write this topic....but actually,my brain doesn't work today..
I guess I might feel nervous without realizeing as for training.haha

just I hope I will be able to enjoy it,and I can get a lot of things through it.

Daily routine work☆

From the beginning of this month,I added it to my daily routine going to cafe.
In japan, when I enter a store or cafe,a clerk ask us how many person they expect,and whether we smoke or not.
After asking several questions,they lead us to specific seat.
Firstly,of course,I was also asked it,and answered ''One person,I don't smoke''.
But recently,instead of these questions,they say''Hello,you can sit there''because I was there almost 5times in a week.
And because I order the same coffee with morning set(this is Ice coffee with a boiled egg and a slice of bread),they also ask me ''Is it all right to serve the same as usual?''
And surprisingly,After I haven't been there for consecutive 4days,when I went there again,one of clerks at the cafe asked me ''Where have you been?What's wrong with you?''
Actually that was a funny situation.
but I think they may well remember me.Because I am an odd,wired person.
Most of customer usually go there with someone like friend or family etc..
And they usually chat with each other.
But in my case,I go there alone and just eat the same food,read a book written by English,and practice listening with i pod.It's so quiet as if I were not there.haha

Actually,this moment when i am there is becoming important part of daily life.
Because I can concentrate on something there.
If I stay at home,I would be lazy,probably,I would not do anything,just be lying on the bed.
It's good for me to go there:)

Oil spill☆

These days,The disaster on the Gulf of Mexico has been reported repeatedly on TV. And they mention concern over effect to the environment.

Today I read an article about this in the news paper.

It was an article about rescuing oiled birds.

Because of oil spill,many species of birds is suffering from this oil.As the left picture show.

And this article said that a lot of people is working on this problem.cleaning up their body oil.

But sadly,there is a few experts who say It is futile.From their point of view,It won't be fundamental solution.And according to them,If they are taken care of by human handling,they would feel a lot of stress.Then,even if they get clean, they might not live longer.So they say we shouldn't do these things.

Once in a while, scientists or experts say such a stupid thing.Of course It might be right from the scientific point of view.But then,what should we do?Let them die in the oil?

I really want to ask them''can you do that?just leaving them.''

We sometimes decide something out of the rule,theory. we can't decide it by only rule or theory.

We should see inside our heart,listen our heart.

And then,follow our feeling.

Are you optimist or pessimist?

Do you think you are optimist?
My answer is ''No''.I don't believe I am an optimist.
But most of my friends say I am an obsolute optimist.

In Philippine,I met a lot of Korean friends.
One day,I walked along street with my Korean friends after drinking.
Although i didn't notice it, I had gotten my wallet stolen.
I didn't notice it,until I paid for my ice cream.

But I gave up on my wallet as soon as I realized it.
And said to my friends,''OMG,my wallet was stolen.
They looked surprised to see this.They must have thought of like this.
''Why are you smiling in this situation?''
That's how they say I am an optimist.

But I think there is no use regretting past.
I can't change what happened.and I knew that my wallet would never come back.
If we worry about past,nothing would change,but one thing would change.
it's our feeling.If we worry too much about past,our feeling would go down.
Is there anything beneficial?
So that's why I never regret my past.
It's good to learn from past,but not good to regret.
Just let it be,accept it,and put it to good use.

TOEIC☆

Today became a big milestone for me.
Because I got the result of TOEIC and It's the best score I've ever taken.
Score is 865.Listening part is 460.Reading part is 405.Maximum score is 990.It consist of two parts,listening and reading.

I've been eager to have over 860.The reason is that if we have this score,we can have a privilege in seeking job.
And in my case,when I take the teacher examination,the part of special field will be exempted.
I'm really happy to receive this score.

Sometimes I felt anxious about studying English.I suspected If this way is good or not.
It seemed to walk in the dark without any light and map.But even in such a darkness,I could see some bright light.It lead me here.

so,I really want to give thanks to every person who showed such a bright light.
I mean,I'd like to express thanks to all teachers , my friends,and my family.

However,this is not my goal.It's just one step of my goal.
TOEIC can indicate only Listening skill and Reading skill.
I have to practice speaking and writing.

I need your help:)

feeling stress??☆

I got terrible headache yesterday.so,I was lying on the bed for most of the day.
I don't know where this symptom come from,and what cause me such a headache.
But this symptom is common for me.
since I was a child,I have had headache manytimes.
and my father and elder sister often has headache as well.

I think it seems like genetic reason.And when I talked with them about headache,i realized there were common fact that we often have headache on rainyday or the day after we think about something deeply or just when we are tired.
I guess especially weather is connection with migraine.
It's common thing for the person who have migraine.

I think we sometimes have a problem we can't get rid of completely.
In case of that, we should learn how to get along with such a problem.

South Africa☆

Recently,one of my daily routines is watching CNN news.(of course I can't understand everything)
But this is also good practice for me.

In the news,I saw interesting scene,where a little kid speak English well.
And I wonder why he speak English well. At the same time I felt envious of him.haha
After watching news,I checked it through the Internet,and then,I found that English is one of official languages in South Africa. according to Wikipedia,There are 12 official languages in South Africa.

Now Soccer World Cup is being held in South Africa. and people all over the world are enthusiastic over watching these match.and I feel that I am closer to foreigner,thanks to World Cup.
I think this kind of events help us to get together.And then,It would lead to world peace.

this would be better way than that each country's president talk with each other.